A Remembering

Spiritual Download from the Heavens

I had a spiritual remembering a couple weeks ago.  I was going on an evening walk with my 4 year old.  We began to run together and he was so happy.  After a while, he got tired and I put him on my shoulders and continued the run.  I ended up jogging 2 miles with him on my back.  That’s when I got the downloads about my path.

I’ve lost about 50 pounds that I began to put on with the birth of my son.  Now I could carry his 30+ pound body on my back.  Putting on the weight was a spiritual path.  Losing it was a spiritual path as well.  Without gaining the weight, there would be no losing it.

I’ve known how to eat right and what to avoid for a long time.  However, when he came into this world, I began eating wheat again.  I began drinking soda and eating ice cream again.  At that time, I remember a push to be normal. To be like everyone else so that I could understand and identify with them.  Not to separate myself from the people, but to embrace them. It was a strong push.

Soon I had health problems.  I was overweight and dehydrated.  I had psoriasis.  I had fatigue and my feet developed deep cracks.  So I had been put on the same path as everyone else.  Bad habits had taken root and I was ill once again.  This helped me to have compassion for everyone who suffers.  This helped me to be kinder. Now I had to figure out a way to dig myself out of my situation.

Enter 2020.  This was a true turning point for me.  I went all in on research.  I had a huge spiritual awakening.  And the rest as they say is history.   

Right now I’m healthier and stronger than any previous point in my life by far.  I can do anything.  I look great and feel even better.  But, I’m not a typical health nut or fitness guru.  I’ve walked the path of suffering.  I’ve been addicted to food.  I’ve been overweight and sick.  So I look at all the fat and sick people with love and understanding.  I am one of them. I am no different.

My spiritual remembering was that this was all laid out for me as a path to follow.  A path of growth.  A path of change and now a path of teaching others.   My son is with me now.  I gained 30 pounds with his birth and now lost 50.  Now I can run with my 30 pound son on my back.  I look young.  I feel young.  I have understanding about many things that I didn’t have before.

Long before my son was born, I dreamed of him.  In the dream he was 16.  We both had sports cars and were racing.  He was so strong and fit.  I was too.  This was a surprise because at the time I was 275 pounds and fat.  But the dream was so vivid and amazing that I couldn’t ever forget it.  Now the dream is coming to life.

God laid it all out for me in advance.  All I had to do was follow the path.  The Christed path is all about redemption.  It’s all about love and miracles.  My life is a miracle.  I’m so grateful for every moment.  Even the bad ones.  Even the horrible ones.

No matter where you are in life, there is hope.  Don’t judge yourself.  Don’t beat yourself up.  Change is inevitable.  Tap into the positive experience of redemption.  You are never too old.  You are never too far gone.  God is waiting on you.

You cannot just keep praying for change though.  You will need to take action.  Prayer can show you the way.  Prayer can even heal things.  Prayer is not a substitute for real action though.  If it were, then we would live in the clouds and be made of air.   

We live in a dense physical reality.  Things are difficult.  Challenges are abundant.  Heart ache and sorrow are everywhere.  We have much strife to go through.  Praying it away as a sole tactic is lazy and incoherent.  It’s a delusion.  It’s also a cheap way to show support for someone.  It cost nothing and usually it achieves nothing.  On the other hand, prayer is foundational.  It is vital and nothing is more powerful.  Reconcile the two conflicting statements.

Everyone wants a miracle, but few want to do the work necessary to create their own miracle.  Everyone wants a better life, but very few want to work towards achieving it.

You may be saying MK, how can getting fat and sick be a part of the plan?  I’ll tell you.  If I was a typical health nut, I wouldn’t have made the leaps and bounds that I have in the last year.  If I was always healthy, how could I possibly understand the plight of the common person?  One thing leads to the next. It’s a connected sequential experience of growth.

Stagnation works both ways.  There are lots of stagnant healthy people.  They know a little.  They’ve got good abs.  But do they know about all of the underground healing information?  Probably not.  Do they have genuine compassion and understanding for the average person? Only God knows.

The spiritual remembering really put things into perspective for me.   It was an unexpected download.  I thought that I would share it with you here. God bless you.  May you be lifted into the kingdom.

-MK